BPD?


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why do i feel like i'm trans and take hrt but then after some months feel like i'm making a terrible mistake? and repeat.

  1. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    i hate being alive

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous

      Go to dbt

      • 3 months ago
        Anonymous

        What is dbt?

        Maybe because you start feeling better after a few months and then you stop focusing on dysphoria as much and then it starts weighing on you how tons of people hate you for just trying to vibe
        i.e. internalized transphobia

        I just feel miserable

        • 3 months ago
          Anonymous

          Don't you bpds feel that about everything? Maybe consider you can make mistakes but not everthing has to be a total disaster. Maybe you're trans and making mistakes, maybe you're not making a mistake, maybe you memed yourself into being trans. Does it matter? Aim at the result to stop being miserable in your life and try looking at mistakes as part of getting there, trial and error.

          >what is dbt
          Dialectical behavioural therapy. A therapy program designed specifically for borderline to learn some nuance and mindfulness. One example of a problem it helps you deal with.
          >person has a bad day and yells insults at you
          >you draw the conclusion that person must hate you, because person expressed strong negative emotions towards you
          >dbt teaches you to put more emphasis that maybe person just has a bad day and doesn't have strong feelings against you personally but just a general sense of dissatisfaction
          I wish I could recommend you a dbt book, but I don't have bpd. I just read the whole program because I'm a dumb autist and some nurse told me to do the program but didn't accurately specifiy to skip to one of the later chapters with the mindfulness exercises for everyone. There are lots of dbt books you can buy aimed at patients, because a therapists will never be on call 24/7 to help you deal with a crisis.

  2. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    Help

  3. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    I have no fucking idea man if you ever figure I out let me know so I can understand it in myself too

  4. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    cause life is just fucked, we have a condition that makes us hate ourselves. not much we can do, have to find a way to cope.

  5. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    Maybe because you start feeling better after a few months and then you stop focusing on dysphoria as much and then it starts weighing on you how tons of people hate you for just trying to vibe
    i.e. internalized transphobia

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous

      It's More like the dysphoria goes away and I feel like a cis male

      • 3 months ago
        Anonymous

        Maybe you are gender-fluid or genderqueer or something else on the gender spectrum. Maybe you should microdose.

        • 3 months ago
          Anonymous

          Wouldn't microdose just give me tits and maybe a bit better skin? If anything I'd like no tits but femenine facial features and fat distribution

          Mine still functions?

          How? I can't cum at all

          • 3 months ago
            Anonymous

            If you get off anti-depressents and anti-androgens your dick works again

            • 3 months ago
              Anonymous

              No anti depressions or t blockers
              Just monotherpy and I can't cum lol

              • 3 months ago
                Anonymous

                that's normal, but why do you need to cum so much, it's just fluid lol. you still get orgasms and erections, also if you regularly use it (as in get it erect), it won't even shrink.

      • 3 months ago
        Anonymous

        if it's like that HRT removes your dysphoria and it comes back if you stop then I would just stay on HRT despite feeling like cis male.

        most likely feeling like cis male is some delusion since if it's HRT that removes your dysphoria it literally means you are trans lol. that's like whole point of treatment.

        if you wanna be absolutely sure you could try being off HRT for long time to see if your dysphoria is cycling regardless if you take HRT or not and if that happens then I would look for other options of treatments than transitioning.

        • 3 months ago
          Anonymous

          >then I would look for other options of treatments than transitioning.
          Such as?
          Is hrt really a bad idea of it cycles?

          • 3 months ago
            Anonymous

            therapy aimed you to be comfortable as cis male or hell alternatively therapy to be comfortable as trans woman if you feel fem is more of your thing.

            either way, you need to choose your preferred hormone and the life that comes with it. of course permaboymode on estrogen is relevant option too.

            • 3 months ago
              Anonymous

              Aaaaaaaaa

            • 3 months ago
              Anonymous

              How do you even approach therapy as a estrogen diy that's questioningly?

  6. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    Aaaaaaaaaaaa

  7. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    >Be male with fem interests
    >Live life normally
    >Make friends on the internet
    >They tell you the logical choice is to chemically castrate yourself and have your testicles removed because science
    >Feel like it's a mistake

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous

      I mean I do usually want to look like a girl
      But not having a functional dick feels off

      • 3 months ago
        Anonymous

        Mine still functions?

  8. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    could be that you're not really trans or just have low self-esteem, isn't HRT making you less dysphoric? if it's not then it's not working as intended which is huge red flag, but if working as intended then you should just stop worrying about that because you're on right track.

    bpd not likely, it's an illness to to do with emotions and relationships. self-doubt and low self-esteem may result of course too, but that's not what bpd is about.

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous

      Hrt removes dysphoria to the point being a guy sounds okay kinda

      • 3 months ago
        Anonymous

        then just permaboymode maybe lol? isn't that ultimate solution in that case?

        • 3 months ago
          Anonymous

          The boobs and non working pp though

          • 3 months ago
            Anonymous

            just bind boobs lol and your pp should be working if you use it (just masturbate), no cum coming out is normal though and there's no way to get around that except using supplements to increase prostate fluid (look for coomer supplements) and furiously masturbating to prevent prostate shrinkage (including anal masturbation ideally, anal sex works too if you have it more than once a week, this is best to increase prostate size)

            • 3 months ago
              Anonymous

              It feels worse than a ruined orgasm though when no cum cums out
              And binding is really uncomfortable

              • 3 months ago
                Anonymous

                Never

              • 3 months ago
                Anonymous

                what? my orgasms are literally same as before and prostate orgasms actually got stronger. nothing is ruined lol.

                don't get this obsession with cum, is it a breeeeder thing? cum is mostly nuisance when masturbating and in sex it's more fun to receiver, but as a tranny you would likely to be the receiver rather the giver.

              • 3 months ago
                Anonymous

                Wrong

              • 3 months ago
                Anonymous

                what?

              • 3 months ago
                Anonymous

                Wrong

              • 3 months ago
                Anonymous

                Based

              • 3 months ago
                Anonymous

                Red pilled

  9. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    AGP, hrt is nuking your sex drive and therefore your desire to be a woman. This is recorded in the literature, agps going through cycles on and off hrt.

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous

      then what you are if your AGP (or sex drive for that matter) is not nuked by HRT?

      don't say trutrans, I already know I am, but I still have AGP and nothing makes it go away

      • 3 months ago
        Anonymous

        You're someone who's sex drive isn't nuked by hrt, could also be a deeply romantic type, where there's an enduring affection for the feminine in the self even without the more conventional male sex drive. AGP isn't a fetish, it's a sexual orientation.

        • 3 months ago
          Anonymous

          hmn, my sex drive works on estrogen just fine and increasing estrogen may spike it up, but not always. also, no fetishes of mine were lost with loss of T, they're still there and powerful.

          Prog does nothing to it, only makes me sleepy.

          T makes it just go on overdrive requiring daily masturbation of 1-2 hours (how I was pre-hrt, it was too much) and making my sexuality overtake everything, so nothing else really interest me than sex.

          • 3 months ago
            Anonymous

            How long on E?

      • 3 months ago
        Anonymous

        Also, hrt is the best thing for AGP if it's strong enough to cause dysphoria.

        • 3 months ago
          Anonymous

          Why can't I just be comfortable as a man damn it

  10. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    take anti-psychotics and see a therapist who isn't a "gender specialty" (AKA profiteer) therapist.

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous

      So your saying I'm probably not actually trans and I'm just crazy?
      Damn
      Trannies are cool though

      • 3 months ago
        Anonymous

        Alexa

        • 3 months ago
          Anonymous

          Play

        • 3 months ago
          Anonymous

          you called?

  11. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    woah its reese

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