I'm not sure whether anyone is still aware of my post from last mmonth, but I wanted to provide an update and get suggestions on wtf to do. I'm not very good at telling stories, and I'm pretty freaked out while I'm writing this. Just to get you all up to speed, when I was young, I spent the night at a friend's house and had a dream that was quite lifelike and involved what I believe to be a demon. The monster in question resembled a deformed dog. between a great dane and a horse in terms of size. Its body was covered in this repulsive black slime and had short, matted, black fur. Its eyes were just this horrifically unsettling dark glowing red.
I made the decision to look into this more after my last post. Some anons claimed that I was possessed by a demon and completely fucked, while someone else said that this dream was merely some bizarre nonsense that my brain conjured up. I made the stupid decision to try and taunt the thing. I attempted several internet techniques and suggestions from this site to essentially irritate it to the point where it would come see me again. In hindsight, I see how retarded that was, but at the time, I was curious and wanted to learn more. I reasoned that if it were genuine, I could prove it to at least myself, and if it was a hoax, I stood to lose nothing. After the third day doing demon pissing off senanigans I about gave up and called it off as bullshit. When I went to sleep on the third night though, I found out how fucking bad I messed up.
I awakened in a forest at dusk, lying on my back and gazing through the canopy. I could tell I was dreaming, but it was off. The dream was so unbelievably realistic that it seemed as though I was physically there. I had complete lucidity and was aware that I was in a dream. I took my time getting up and walked over to a tree that was nearby. I reached out my hand and could physically feel the texture of it. Behind the tree, I saw a break in the forest that led to a small circular clearing that was approximately 10 meters wide. I sensed that the clearing beckoned me to approach, and I did. In the center of the clearing was a small, grainy, white rock that was illuminated by moonlight and was around the height of my knees.
Just beyond where I was standing adjacent, there was something moving in the woods. As it approached, I was able to hear the leaves being stepped on. I was overcome by an immobilizing fear. As this thing approached, I started to feel terrified and my heart began to beat rapidly. Despite the darkness of the forest, I could see these two enormous, dark-red eyes that were staring at me slowly approaching. The sight of that creature's eyes was truly unpleasant. I had never experienced fear like the one I felt. It started so abruptly and completely. I experienced such a really fundamental terror. I felt as like every cell in my body was pleading with me to wake up, run away, or do anything at all to escape, but I was completely immobile. As it walked into the opening's light, I couldn't beleive it. Although I remembered it exactly, there were some details that I had forgotten as a child during my first encounter. The dog's deformity was too extreme to be considered a normal one. Its design was something straight out of hell. Its eyes were like a dark red abyss of despair. My appearance was erratic, as though I were a dog with rabies or something out of character.
The air was filled with an odor best compared to copper that had been stored in a dog kennel along with the smell of rotting flesh. This thing snapped its head to the side and opened its mouth slightly ajar. It's hard to describe because it wasn't really "speaking" to me. It simply hung its mouse open slightly ajar while emitting these bizarre muttering in what I presumed to be a language (which, as far as I knew, could have been german or some shit)? I could largely hear the discourse in my thoughts. Although I had no understanding of what it was saying, I was still able to comprehend it. It seemed like ideas and abstract concepts were directly transferred into my mind. It was a complete surprise to me that not only did I understand it, but I was also capable of communicating back using the same reasoning.
It revealed to me that I was indebted to it. I was obliged to do whatever it wanted. It showed me how to perform a ritual or something and provided me with instructions. It warned that if I didn't finish the routine within the year, it would begin to take what it's owed and would begin to do so periodically until I finished the assignment. It suddenly woke me up when it closed its jaw. With a cold sweat covering my body, I jolted upright. For the next three days, I had come down with one of the worst fevers I've ever experienced. Since then, this dream has happened multiple times. There are times when it shows me horrors and death on an unprecedented scale, and there are also times when it shows me what I could gain by completing its request. Sorouned by gold and naked women.
It's a commonly held belief that jinn take the form of black dogs. What specifically did you need to do for the ritual?
I tried to roughly reproduce it in Photoshop. This is the main body, in which I need to light a certain candle inside each of the smaller circles. I must draw using only my own blood and must light each candle in a specific order at around 3am. Then I have to recite a verbal ritual which takes roughly 5 minutes to fully recite. The entire ritual must be performed without outside light.
This is a very rough approximation of the full ritual.
why do you think he (or whatever it is) choose you?.
i dont know about this things, but dont sound good... i would try to confront him, although i know it seems impossible. but that shit he wants you to make probably will drain you of all the inner rich soul you already have in you.
The first time I saw it was when I stayed at a friend's house as a kid so maybe that has something to do with it. How exactly do I confront this thing?
i dont know how. cheesy as it sound, with a pure heart and light. but it seems you are half way to a dark place if you already know the ritual and listen to him. dont know man, this shit feel very powerful, but you are alive and you have light in yourself, probably he think you are weak or materialistic enough to use you but you should revolve and fight. but do what you feel you have to do.
dont you think is insane all that specific things he say?.
Agrippa’s sigil of Saturn
Fuckin' wasted like an hour going through your dream as analysis for this to be the ending. Fuckin' gay.
After the initial dream, I took my investigation seriously and came upon something known as "the black dog" or "black shuck." The more I thought about it, the more it struck me strongly. There have been numerous reports of what I saw dates back to the 10th century in cultures all around the world. I can't show anyone that I didn't look it up first, but I swear to all that is holy that I had no notion that someone else had already described this thing in the same way that I did. I've only recently begun looking into this. I'm afraid to find out what will happen if I fulfill its request, but I definitely feel tempted to do so. The things it offers me in exchange is everything I desire. I'm freaked out and don't know what the fuck to do. Apologies for the throwing a splash of text all at once.
Idk but I think a black dog is an omen of death :/
From what I've read, that is certainly the case. Although I'm unsure of what the creature is, online reports of black dogs seem to accurately describe what I've been seeing every night. Specifically what it wants, it refuses to answer and insist on a ritual to be performed.
Learn how to Lucid Dream, summon him and heal him. Give him a nice blessed meal that will heal his and your energies.
I'm sorry if my spelling is bad. I'm trembling just thinking about performing the ritual.
What I mean by rough approximation is that this entire circle will have symbols both inside and around the entire thing. Each of the symbols is unique and would probably take forever to draw each of them, so I left them out. There are also 6 symbols I must draw on the walls. They look like E,K,P,O,N,O