As a teenager I got addicted to hard drugs, it got to the point where I didn't even want to work anymore, just do drugs. I stopped working and did more drugs, I went bankrupt so I had to steal from people to get money to buy drugs. I got arrested and my parnets were pissed. I stole their money and they ended up kicking me out. I bummed at a few friends houses but they kicked me out when they found out I was stealing from them to buy more drugs. Now I'm homeless and my life is shit, I literally have to shit in allyways with no toilet paper.
No one gave me mental health treatment, no one helped me with my addiction. My life is hell and no one did anything to stop it.
Try medium or soft drugs next time.
self-reliance. you're worthless. better off dead.
>I'm a failure
>I have no self control
>I gradually caused everyone not to trust me
>People tried to help and I betrayed them
>Why didn't anyone stop me from all these choices I made
third post, but best post.
Do you realize that the medicine they use these days has been engineered to give you the biggest high. Vicodin was designed to give euphoria in place of relief. This is why they banned a continue release medication. Look up zohydro and how it was pushed in at the same time as medical marijuana. There's more to this anons story but you don't have any idea what pharmaceutical companies are doing because you see them as druggies.
That's not real capitalism
Next time any of you happen to be walking through alleys downtown, notice all the socks. If you look closely you'll see shit marks on them. Homeless people walking around with one sock or no socks downtown. Socks are given away all day by various vans that show up near bums. Churchs and community groups hand out sack lunches of 2 boiled eggs, a kraft single and bread sandwich, and a 6 oz bottle of water, and they also hand out a pair of socks.
>Churchs and community groups hand out sack lunches of 2 boiled eggs, a kraft single and bread sandwich, and a 6 oz bottle of water, and they also hand out a pair of socks
in california, there are buisnesses getting paid HELLLL MONEEY TO DO THIS. they hire a bunch of do-gooder kids to hand out bullshit that no one wants/needs and skim off as much money as they can for processing.
MEANWHILE volunteers actually get quality excess food and stuff the homeless need to them for free or near free
Well well well, if isn't the consequences of my own actions.
just apply to jobs with github
that is how I escaped being homeless
Explain?
I went from living under a bridge to living in a 3br house I leased through getting a software engineering job. Once I got the job, my parents let me live with them for a few months to gain the funds needed to get my own place.
how did you get the background to get the job?
I'm self-taught. Prior to going homeless, I actually developed an application and had a company agreeing to use it as a free trial.
Despite having a company willing to work with me, my parents still kicked me out because I had no job.
I ended up losing the client due to being unable to work on a computer when homeless (during the start of COVID, hence no shops were open for wifi/electricity).
That sucks and I hope when your parents are old and decrypt that you put them into the shittiest nursing home for kicking you out during covid and not seeing the type of work you did with your app.
>I'm self-taught. Prior to going homeless, I actually developed an application and had a company agreeing to use it as a free trial.
how about giving advice that doesnt have the pre-requisit of a background in computers
Kill yourself and lighten the burden on the people around you.
>I have no self control
>I blame this on everyone else
>My life is hell and no one did anything to stop it.
That “no one” is you. Retard.
i hate junkies so bad. Do us all a favor and OD tonight okay?
>No one gave me mental health treatment, no one helped me with my addiction. My life is hell and no one did anything to stop it.
If you had admitted this was all your own fault, I could have had some sympathy for you.
Before doing heroin or fentanyl try:
>alcohol
>weed
>magic mushrooms
>Ecstasy/MDMA
>coccaine
>acid
>raw opium
>Crack coccaine
>whippets, paint thinner etc
>killing yourself
Quit cold turkey and stop bitching on the internet because you have no friends out there or on here
>>raw opium
You can literally grow this shit in your home garden and make it for next to nothing. Instructions are online how to turn opium poppy into smokable hash.
Of course nagger homosexual OP is too much of a loser to try.
>it got to the point where I didn't even want to work anymore, just do drugs
Lol
Mate, that's like 90% of people
Go back to redit homosexual. I hope you die.
You have lost control of yourself and you never asked anyone for help.
You just let your monkey brain take over while you said nothing to noone, stealing from them and getting high instead.
This will continue until you open up to people and ask for help. Not on LULZ. Actual people. Explain the position you are in in a not whiney needy manner and let people decide to help you.
Grow up and take some accountability for yourself you utter degen
>1pbtid
fuck i took the bait
>sage
You blaming others is the reason you are homeless. Nobody forced you to do those drugs and the only person who can turn your life around is you.
>personal agency
>what is it?
Your story is the same as mine except when I go kicked out I decided to stop the drugs and get better. You obviously haven’t hit bottom. Maybe bottom is death for you. I don’t know. But figure it out and stop whining.
How are you still postin. Post poopsocks or elbow or you made it the fuck up.
Elbow? What does elbow have to do with anything?
does not want help just wants comforting
go back to your drugs kid and come back when youre actually ready to do something about it
Crook of elbow is what he means, think of where addicts in movies shoot up.
OP if true, I also was an addict. I was addicted physically to heroin for about two years. I blew through a ton of cash to the tune of 30k or so. I did it because I was retarded and had a shit social circle. I got off of it using soboxone for a few days then cold turkey. It was shitty but no where near as shitty as I expected. This was 10 years ago or so, now I make legit 140k plus, own a triplex, and am closing on a single family home. What I’m trying to say is this isn’t the end of the world, the only advice I have is to have some respect for yourself and quit. Life will go on and you’ll be fine. Reach out to your senpai and tell them you’re done and be done. Best of luck man.
Mom and dad probably still pay the phone bill so they can atleast be notified when he overdoses. Many such cases
obama phone, wifi, iphones are 100$
Go to Canada. They’ll help you kill yourself you weak parasite
No one helped me either, so I helped myself. Stop waiting for someone to save you. Bad associations ruin useful habits.
How about not doing any drugs? tweaker
just take a shotgun to mexico and start blasting
you know who to take your revenge on
Well there is one person you did not seem to ask for help, yet. Yourself.
Go to a social services office and sign up for medicaid and go to a state treatment center. Recovery is possible. It truly is. Jails institutions and death. That is where the path you're on leads.
sux being a san franciscan huh
I'd be a lot more sympathetic if you weren't essentially a junky, there are people that end up on the streets for genuine issues, while junkies fuck it all up. Just stop using, get a job, it may not be a decent job but you try to work the momentum and pray to god no recession hits and takes your job because you'll likely relapse over the stress...that's the other thing- find more productive things to do for the stress, be a video game nerd or something, anything but drugs.
I never did drugs or drink
Im literally just a mentally inept asshole who doesn’t play well with others and got fired from every job I had , not because of performance issues , but issues with threats of violence , because people , are inherently evil and will eat you the chance they get when there is no more food.
The only thing keeping someone from becoming a murderous cannibal is the thought of prison , when you remove that as a consequence and you have anarchy , the normal human will revert to a piece of shit sewer rat with no morals or empathy for any living thing
Simply survive
That’s what we’re all doing , but under the threat of violence and kidnapping we have to “follow the rules”
I don’t see a future
Hence I refuse to work for someone
I’ll do odd jobs or something to make frivolous cash
But I get food stamps and I don’t even care
Fuck you pay me for being here in your system that sucks
Not the other way around
If it was my way , I’d start putting up road blocks and take over the entire complex my gf lives in for me and her family and kill everyone else there if they refuse to leave with a rifle
But I can’t do that
Because then some clown who thinks what I’m doing is “bad” will call 911 and summon a personal army to white knight me from taking care of my own and fucking everyone else like they fuck me
Sad
Many such cases
We live in a world of shit
I won’t risk my freedom for material possessions and a Mexican made plywood stucco house
Until I know that the army of police don’t give a shit nor are getting paid to enforce these israeli lawyers and judges scheme
You sound like prey desperately wishing he was a predator. I see you getting devoured whole in your future. Better keep that gun close by, friend.
>I can't hold a job because if a felt like a coworker slighted me I would chimp out and threaten to murder them.
You are a nagger regardless of skin color.
Peacefully sunset yourself.
>As a teenager I got addicted to hard drugs
Skill issues
just change yo gender
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Newfags will respond
>Noone stopped it
Bruh moment.
Take some fucking responsibility, you can be junkie degenerate and still not suck at life, sounds like you got lazy anon
Blame everyone else because you're a tool.
I’m homeless. Shit’s fun if you have a car. With a car you can go anywhere. And you learn to lean on God. It turns out if you work, you thieving bum.
Learn how stupid this is, you need gas for the car
He probably has skills and works odd jobs. Look on Craigslist and help someone move some shit for 50 bucks. I don’t know dude. Help you help yourself.
This. Just got a job delivering pizza off CL all cash in NYC in 2 days of moving to the city. Was down to 1/4th tank and 29 bucks. You can also get work from people ready or an equivalent temp agency and the offices are nation wide. I’m never rich but I’m never wanting. Sell plasma.
You’re a MAN. If you’re hungry thirsty cold it’s on YOU. God helps. But he really wants you to know how to stand in any weather. Best of luck bro; get a gym membership for showers, planet fitness.
Change your attitude o life’s gonna be tough
Love
I know this is trolling, but people like that do exist and they absolutely deserve the chair. They are worthless parasites and the only thing that should happen to them is removal from society.
>with no toilet paper.
It doesn't bother you to steal, so why don't you steal toilet paper?
Time to grow up and be a man. The cold reality is that even your blood has limitations to what they will put up with.. no one is going to make you be a man but yourself. By the way you type, you sound like you are still young. Hell, even 35 is young enough to start over. I've been around the block a few times, at some point you understand you're the only thing stopping yourself from living a better life. No one is coming to save you, time to be a big boy and manage to do what every man in your blood line before you has done. Best of luck anon, if you're addicted to opiates you really should seek help before you die from fentanyl or an OD. The first woman I loved died from opiates, and two close friends shortly after - you still have time to avoid the same fate.
Hey but at least you can't afford drugs anymore right?
And that's why i think our system is inhumane.
kek. seriously though the way forward is steadily ween yourself off any drugs you have a physical addiction to (opiates, alcohol, benzos) while doing everything within your limited power to create a length of time everyday where you can be contacted and met for a wageslave job while not smelling disgusting, looking disheveled, or wearing retarded clothes (hope you don't have visible tattoos!)
apply for every possible gibs available from the state
then maybe you can work at Burger King while sleeping at the park until you can find a israelite landlord to rent a box to you for all of your money minus the cost of cheap bread and multivitamins. save everything, hopefully you are not using any drugs and have replaced them with physical exercise and congrats, you are now a high functioning normie
>Now I'm homeless and my life is shit
being homeless in america is fucking awesome
being broke and addcited to drugs, or surrounded by peiople addicted to drugs fucking sucks.
fuck tweakers, fuck junkies
There's no need to be homeless in America. There's section 8 (HUD) housing supplementation, plus it helps not to burn bridges with family/friends. Simply tidying up around the house, cooking breakfast, lunch and dinner/doing chores, etc makes you instantly earn your keep and a valued asset to have around. Stealing from your lifelines is extremely scummy behavior, there's really no excuse for it. Mental illness is not an excuse for mistreating anybody, nor is drug addiction. You should expect and want more from yourself, it is not hard to be a respectable person, it takes only a modicum of discipline and desire to be better.
Just kill yourself.
>No one gave me
All sympathy stopped right there.
>As a teenager I got addicted to hard drugs,
So you were always a waste of oxygen
>No one gave me mental health treatment, no one helped me with my addiction. My life is hell and no one did anything to stop it.
Boo fucking hoo kill yourself and stop stealing oxygen from decent people
>everyone else’s fault but mine
lol, eat shit and die, junkie
I know anon. Nothing you could do. It's everyone else's fault.
Pro-tip: You can count on NO ONE but yourself. Most people won't give a shit about you other than what they need to do to "look good". If you don't take care of you, you'd be lucky to find someone who will until you shit on them and they give up on you because you're dragging them down and they know they can't help you if you do that.
Nice meme flag. I suppose if you're Indonesian it would make sense.
Its all your fault KYS.
..and yet... the normies are saying that people prefer to be homeless now.
I'm kind of tired of all your shit.
>and yet... the normies are saying that people prefer to be homeless now.
homeless/jobless is super cozy as long as youre not adicted to drugs, thats a fulltime job
the reason most homeless look so shitty and destitute is there are so many homeless on drugs. you dont see the non-drug-addicted homeless. they dont stand out. theyre not in a tent surrounded by garbage and covered in scabs sitting in front of the 7/11
Are you the trust fund retard from yesterday that was seething that he got kicked out of college and got a felony conviction for selling his adderall prescription for extra pocket money and ruined his life? Jesus that was funny.
I can't stop watching the Soft White Underbelly channel on youtube. It is interviews with total degenerates like you. Fucking brutal lives.
>memeflag thread detected
>sage countermeasure deployed
The first step to beating your addictions is taking responsibility for your actions. Once you put the power back into your hands you can start taking steps to improve your situation. Find a way to wean yourself off safely. Your health comes first. Once you are clean then you can worry about all of the other things.
It's not everyone else's fault that you put taking drugs above earning money and maintaining relationships.
The problem with addiction is it's 90% habit and 10% actual withdrawals. If you can't get off drugs yourself then you didn't deserve better life to begin with.
, not even you. Good news is it's never too late. It just takes the willpower to make the first steps, and you're allowed to fail and try again too.
If WFH wasn't an option I'd find it very hard to go to work myself lol. I can't justify a commute anymore without being paid gas a commute time. Even then it'd be hard.
it’s eugenics by proxy.
The government doesn’t want to help any of you.
i am like you OP. but ive been staying clean and gradually getting back into working actual jobs after a few years. i only work 2-5 hours a day but its better than nothing. try being around people who will let u stay with them or help u as long as you stay clean. youre not gonna get clean being around people who also get high or dont give a shit if youre clean or not. it gets a lot bettwr after the first week. the first days are defintely the hardest. we wanna pat ourselves on the back and celebrate by getting high after working one day or staying clean for a single day. you gotta have someone push you or make sure youre not getting high. be honest especially with yourself. it goes along way.
so you chose to become the lowest form of life in society and do every possible thing you could to fuck your entire life up and now you want everyone else to pay for it because you think it's hard
kill yourself
The government doesn't exist to help people like you. The government exists to protect everyone else from people like you.
Hey Cody. Should have listened to all those times I told you about Jesus when I let you sleep on my couch. Are you at "rock bottom" yet? You feel high and mighty? You still think you're smarter than God? Kek.