>be me
>hate being socially fem
>become ftm
>start testosterone
>realize i’m 4’11 with social anxiety and will never pass as a guy
No I don’t want to become of those overly masculine buff short guys. I like shit y2k aesthetics so I just look like a 13yr old emo girl. I hate feminine pronouns but never correct people because i’d feel like an annoying they/fab.I don’t have bottom dysphoria but I hate my tits and body.
Should I just stop taking T? Is this all just internalized misogyny? I’ve tried talking to multiple therapists but my anxiety means that I hate talking to people, especially about my life.
not rilly much about that is it
keep taking T if you want to be strong and hairy and have a high libido and a deep voice etc
do you want those things? much more important a question
yes all but high libido I don’t like sex
>4'11
>female skeletal structure
>strong
do you seriously think skeletal structure has anything to do with net strength
Yes you massive retard, the strongest men on earth are all 6'2 or taller.
height =/= skeletal structure dumbass
ill let you in on a secret brother: you need to internalize more misogyny
Being masculine is about rejecting aesthetics. This is why ftms are so funny.
Not exactly, just because most straight men don't care about their looks doesn't mean you shouldn't do that just to be masculine, it'll make you much more successful with others if you do.
what do you think about pregnancy?
either take T, transition, and have a chance of looking reasonably male even if you don't totally pass, or tomboymode forever. your choice. or you could shotamode if you would like to go insane in a different way
GET PREGNANT
>be op
>be cisfem
>society has always been incredibly mysoginistic
>social media now has automatized misogyny, now you compare to genetic-freak tiktok thots with huge natural tits and tiny waists
>consider yourself ugly because society has never been more primed to hate average women
>lose your mind
>destroy your body and mind with T instead of finding acceptance in just being a normal, average woman
Idk, wouldn't want to discredit OP's feelings but it does sound more like "I hate being a woman" than "I want to be a man"
It just seems like even if they got to be a cis man with the snap of a finger they still wouldn't be happy
yeah the pain of hating being a woman is not cured by becoming a man, only the pain of not being a man is cured by becoming a man
>"I hate being a woman"
tbqf 90% of theyfabs are like this, and a very very large amount of pooners too. Expectation for women and the way society treats them is fucked up in multiple ways.
It's a meme to hate women, it's a meme to hate emotional women, it's normal to think a woman is sick when they dont wear makeup, theyre incredibly judged by their beauty by other women, theyre ogled and objectified by men, men arent interested in them as people, etc etc etc
this social contagion of transitioning is simply to escape from fucked up gender expectations. this goes for men as well, but its so much worse for women
Sounds extremely stupid, your life will only become significantly worse if you become a pooner without having gender dysphoria.
How does the fact that most 13 year old girls are taller than you make you feel?
no matter how bad you think your life is right now, it will become infinitely worse as a sub-5 foot male
don't be like that. danny devito seems to be doing well
Maybe if Danny Devito and Prince (who was insecure about his heighg) are the sole cherrypicked examples people always give when trying to prove the point that short men can be successful, they're actually doing the exact opposite.
prince may have been insecure about his height but he still had more women throwing themselves at him than the average man, guy was attractive and charismatic and talented and evidently that got him somewhere. i have had several friends who lusted after young danny devito so he must've been doing something right too