Are you thinking about anyone right now, anon? How much mental energy have you spent on thoughts of that person?
Are you thinking about anyone right now, anon? How much mental energy have you spent on thoughts of that person?
Are you thinking about anyone right now, anon? How much mental energy have you spent on thoughts of that person?
le too much tbh
Can relate.
It sucks to be thinking so much about someone you can't even trust, right? Too bad you can't really pick who you want to be obsessed with.
I hope you don't decide to do anything rash, anon. Is it really worth killing someone just to be able to receive their inheritance?
>their inheritance?
Its mine. They stole it. I literally cannot control these thoughts. I wish I could fall in love or whatever, it would take my mind off this
I know it is hopeless and the person is not to be trusted and that it will go bad (if it already isn't bad) so any amount of energy I'm spending is unjustifiable
Same here kek. Sent me an entire wall of text about feeling true love for me (unprompted!) and then stood me up twice in the following weeks. Worst part is that I don't think she started with the intention of playing with my feelings, I think she just didn't expect me to reciprocate or something and backed out. Either that or I was just backup in case things didn't work out with someone else.
I am thinking about someone in a must hold back from killing them way.
A lot more energy than Id like to admit. Its about money, inheritance etc
i am an obsessive person but i stop thinking about them once i realize my social anxiety wont let me be friends with them
thinking about my gf while i'm about to start cooking dinner
too much, and the guy likely doesn't give that much of a fuck about me
good riddance, just wish he'd come out clear on it, it's hella gay otherwise
how many of you anons are thinking about somebody that is from LULZ. be honest everybody.
t. i kinda am
In time you will learn the posters that remain here stay for a very good reason, free your mind anon, let it go
but i'm here too
I think about my friend for several hours every day. I've not heard from him in 17 months and I'm worried sick.
I hope he's doing okay, and I often wonder if he still thinks about me.
> retarded avatar homosexual spamming the same thread again
SAGE
My boyfriend.
A lot but its so worth it and I love every second
we take turns cooking for eachother a lot. we get competitive and try to make the tastiest food.
That's wonderful! What are you thinking of doing tonight for dinner?
i'm making a spicy pork stew for tonight with large pieces pressure cooked so they fall apart in your mouth. the broth is bulked up with celery, carrot, and tofu.
Sounds delicious. I hope your girlfriend enjoys your meal.
thank you. just being able to do small things like share food is the greatest joy in life i think.
I haven't really experienced sharing a meal with a girlfriend or anything like that, but I imagine it to be a rather blissful experience. There's just something special about sharing experiences with other people, even if it's something mundane like studying together with friends.
the mundane is what makes it special. going through an everyday task with someone else at your side. shopping. eating. sleeping.
Listening to relaxing music serves to calm me down and avoid thinking about them.
>never met someone else like that anywhere else.
how did you anons met and what's special about them in your opinion?
I don't know, we just... happened to meet each other and hit it off. I'm reluctant to divulge any more details of the story. The thing that stood out to me the most was how kind and caring they were. I strive to be like that, but I don't think I am at nearly the level of kindness that that anon exhibited.
that sounds very nice, good for you. do this anon knows you like them and do you think it could be reciprocated?
i wish i would meet more specific anons but i never do
They do, but the story's more complicated than that.
>i wish i would meet more specific anons but i never do
Finding good anons is like looking for a needle in the haystack, but I'm sure with enough perseverence you'll meet the right anon for you. It's a lot of waiting and scrolling through garbage threads, though.
oh, sometimes i think it wouldnt be worth it meeting someone from here because it would be much probably long distance and that would suck but oh well. i know you dont wanna go into details and i dont wanna know like doxxing details but i think the story is interesting, so you both like each other? then what is the problem
I'm not really in the mood to tell the story, so I'd rather not, anon. I don't mean to sound standoffish.
that's ok anon dont worry. i've had crushes on people online but i realised i used that to get distracted while not attempting at chasing irl real relationships with girls. during quarantine tho i had some sort of e-gf with e-sex included.
Talking to girls irl is a lot scarier than talking to girls online, though! The fact that it's real life means there are consequences if you mess up, too. And actually being face to face with someone takes a lot more effort than just texting them; you've got to watch your posture and how you act. Though I suppose that applies if you're also video calling.
>during quarantine tho i had some sort of e-gf with e-sex included.
I am much too shy to have e-sex, anon. Hahaha.
met here on LULZ. they're special because they listen, care, and put in a lot of effort. they're my best friend.
No. Because there is nobody. My life is so empty there isn't even someone I think about that way at all. And I did it on purpose, because the alternative was that there was someone, and the moment they were nice to me I would turn my life into a living hell with thinking which is somehow worse
Even if that does seem to happen all the time, I'm sure it's worth trying to find that special someone one day, anon. You can't just sit in your room all day rotting away, can you anon?
I've been alone so long I don't know how to be with people anymore. There was a woman I fell for a couple years ago. It was horrible. I'm glad I managed to move on from that crush. Kind of feels like I deserve to be alone.
Far more than I should, especially considering the circumstances.
I have to wonder if I'd feel these things for any woman that'd willingly talk to me.