Anyone else's mental state hit an absolute rock bottom?
I've been thinking about stalking someone that ghosted me a while back on here.
Anyone else's mental state hit an absolute rock bottom?
I've been thinking about stalking someone that ghosted me a while back on here.
damn ok i’m pretty depressed but not stalking someone i met on LULZ depressed
Thank you for making me feel a itty bitty better
based do it you fucking psycho
I know the general location of a town nearby but otherwise don't have much else.
If it makes you feel better this is someone I fantasize about marrying and spending the rest of my life with.
Oh well. Honestly that’s sad, but I was never able to catch feelings other than lust for people online. I remember the exception was that I had a huge crush on a guy that was famous and I didn’t even know, we talked everyday and I loved him to death, he treated me nicely and said I was pretty (which is bs) but now we don’t talk anymore. Wonder what he’s up to
also yeah I'm really losing it and obsessing over the things I can't have like a guy to cum inside me and a girl to cum inside I can't do this much longer I think sometimes but then I just keep going
Yeh
was about to ask for your discord bc this is fascinating but i dont want you to stalk me a year from now
I probably won't if that's of any consolation. We can talk if you want still though.
I catch feelings for pretty people I guess. It wasn't even that I was ugly, I just guess I give off weird vibes. I really want a man like him in my life.
tfw no yandere tranny gf
Pffft L, I’m ugly, bully people AND give off weird vibes as well. Get on my level.
no
I also just got ghosted (not from LULZ) because they got cold feet about meeting IRL. I ran a Spokeo search on their info and sure enough they were lying about their age by 4 years.
Does that shit actually work? Would it work for online usernames?
It helps to have a first and last name like i did, but you can search with phone numbers and emails and socials too. Pimeyes is even more frightening though. I found someone's reddit gonewild posts dating back to 2011 that way.
I just got a username and a few places of interest to go off of. Maybe I can find a birth certificate.
the moon cycles effect your mental state
yes, sometimes i also get in these moods where i feel like doing something drastic and risky to feel something or to selfharm. like taking drugs, breaking up, quitting my job, cheating, becoming obsessed with someone, etc but i recognize it for what it is now and force myself to sleep it off or distract myself otherwise. so far it has prevented doing any of it and i wake up not feeling like it anymore. but yeah when the anhedonia and numbness and derealization hit a critical point i start thinking i have to wreak chaos and that the consequences aren’t real or at least theyre “fun”
I've been trying to ignore it but it seems it has dug itself into my mind. Even medication doesn't work well.
mine is rock bottom im self harming every day
panic attack every day
she has obliterated me
psycho
There should be a guide that teaches you how to stalk others but in a way that they know so they feel unsafe
yeah i haven't felt this low in years i have to force myself to eat
i know the reasons are retarded and silly but this is me like i should be relatively happy on paper but one person has more influence on me than everything else combined