TLDR: me supposedly gay guy sexo with a trans girl
So here's the thing. I thought I was gay all my life. Had bfs. Hard bottom. Twinkmaxxed (I work out but I don't do HRT lol)
I met a trans girl in this party thing I went to and we've been casually seeing each other. It's now in the point where we're having casual sex.
Here's where my conundrum starts. I'm bottoming for her. She's the top. I find her physically attractive enough to bottom for. She finds me attractive enough to top for. What the FUCK is going on? I mean, the fucking is hot but what the heck?? What's her letters supposed to be if she TOPS a cis guy? What are my letters supposed to be if I'm having sex with a trans girl while assuming I was gay (not bi..) ? This shit is confusing my tiny mind...
don't worry abt it labels are fucking gay and retarded just chill and be happy with the good things live has brought upon u
I have label autism
do more drugs, specifically psychedelics and dissociatives
I'm easily addicted to stuff so... no.
>Btw how does she make love to you? Gentle? Is it kind of girly? Or is she forceful like a man?
She's assertive but she also cares about how I'm doing, like she asks if it's lubey enough or if I need to change or if I'm uncomfortable or things like that multiple times when we do it. It's nice to feel like someone actually cares about you every now and then. Actually feels better than having sex with men (for me) because I suck at picking up men who don't end up hurting me in a not-so-hot way
Also she's really good at horny talk when we fuck lol
>Also do you ever fuck her ass? If not why? Just wondering >.<
I haven't fucked her ass.. I wouldn't mind if she asked me to tho but I'm not really that good at topping people (small PP :< )
I have eaten her out tho lol
>addicted
psychedelics arent addictive, and dissociatives are basically anti-addictive to the point they stop doing anything after 40-50 trips for some people
I still find them scary. I get hooked up litteraly the stupidest things imaginable
that's ok! it was just a suggestion
and well, if you are scared of psychedelics they will fuck with you, so i support you in your decision to keep your distance from them
It'd hard to turn down eating some tranny ass. But all of that sounds really sweet. I know what you mean too, it's nice when a man cares about keeping you comfortable, ill bare through any sex, but it's better when it doesn't hurt.
But sounds very adorable.
Honestly you should just meekly ask to top her. It'll surprise her in a cute way. She'll find it adorable, and getting some dick will make her a savage when you stop, and she flips you over to show you how a real woman(male) slings some dick. Trust me it'll be good ^_^
And flip sex is the best....
God I wanna twink really bad now.
Dissociatives are addicting anon, some of which are classically addicting too lol. People get hooked on them all the time.
But OP should try some psyches, a tiny dose, with his girl, and what a pleasant time they could have.
>Dissociatives are addicting
only the ones that are strongly sedative like barbis
ket, pcp, or dxm arent
Ketamine is the classically addictive one, and cited most commonly in medical texts for having physically (mild)addictive properties, but also heavy reinforcement of use . Some RC ones are like that too. But most just have reinforcement issues, rather than real dependency.
Also PCP is about as least sedating as Dissociatives get. It's one of the two main reasons why it was phased out of medical use...
Barbis? Like barbituates?
>I know what you mean too, it's nice when a man cares about keeping you comfortable, ill bare through any sex, but it's better when it doesn't hurt.
I mean, I wouldn't mind some pain when it's hot but I don't like it when it's bordering on being sadistic yknow? I actually like it when someone hurts me in a *loving* way
>Honestly you should just meekly ask to top her. It'll surprise her in a cute way. She'll find it adorable, and getting some dick will make her a savage when you stop, and she flips you over to show you how a real woman(male) slings some dick. Trust me it'll be good ^_^
Omg that sounds hot.. but like I said my PP is smol. It won't make her feel good and I'm really self conscious about that :<
I do know anon. Nothing feels quite so amazing as mixing pure pleasure with just enough pain to wake you up a little. Then your man, giving you a tender kiss to help you push past the pain.
There just isn't anything cruel about that.
>^
Omg that sounds hot.. but like I said my PP is smol. It won't make her feel good and I'm really self conscious about that :<
It's ok anon, that's your girl, and giving her a taste of what you have will be a tantalizing at the least, and will rouse something within in her.
I mean either the pleasure will, or seeing her man, whom she makes love to like a woman, struggling in the male role, but valiantly trying, yet enjoying her ass... Sometimes a woman needs to know a man can enjoy and does her body like that.
All of it combined is going to come back 5x as hard on your ass by the end of it.
I know I'd be ready to push your face into a pillow by the end of it.
Also you should rub her back next time you see her. Kiss her shoulders too >.<
>seeing her man, whom she makes love to like a woman, struggling in the male role, but valiantly trying, yet enjoying her ass... Sometimes a woman needs to know a man can enjoy and does her body like that.
That sounds so hot. You're not making it easy for me to keep refusing to top her (at least try to top) lol. I don't think she sees me as a her man tho. Maybe somewhere between a bf and a gf, maybe a bit closer to the bf side. I'm used to that, being someone who likes to bottom and all.
>Also you should rub her back next time you see her. Kiss her shoulders too >.<
I should give her a big hug the next time I see her 😀
That doesn't surprise me, sometimes a twink doesn't really register as your "man" but your girl. And you should anon, give her a hug, and a kiss. Spoil her a little, ease her mind with some physical comfort, as the girl in the relationship should give sometimes.
Idk Im going to bed, but I wish you lots of luck in your relationship and a little luv, from me to you, my dear pleasant-twink-anon.
>Idk Im going to bed, but I wish you lots of luck in your relationship and a little luv, from me to you, my dear pleasant-twink-anon.
Thanks anon. Sleep tight *hugs*
you're not as gay as you thought. practically speaking though, you can still say you're gay as long as this doesn't lead to any big awakening. I don't think it really matters if an exception is small enough. it doesn't change how you live your life, after all. gay all the rest of the time is still pretty gay. more gay than bi.
and from a different point of view, someone making you gay or straight or whatever just for them is kinda cute.
>you can still say you're gay as long as this doesn't lead to any big awakening
Yeah I still haven't found other women (cis or trans) to be attractive yet... I don't think it'll happen
I like that thinking lol
Tbf she is pretty well hung all things considered. My attention is always on her dick too and not her boobs or anything
God your such a submissive piece of garbage. Bottoms really will bend over for anyone who can push their bottom buttons even slightly.
*sigh* it won't be long now till you go from twink ------> twink-hon. Not enough male spirit to stay a man.
Btw Congrats on your new almost gf anon! I hope you two can make something of it ^_^
>God your such a submissive piece of garbage. Bottoms really will bend over for anyone who can push their bottom buttons even slightly.
I just do what my (her) dick wants me to do :>
>Btw Congrats on your new almost gf anon! I hope you two can make something of it ^_^
Thanks anon
To be fair anon, I'd probably do the same thing... Btw how does she make love to you? Gentle? Is it kind of girly? Or is she forceful like a man?
Also do you ever fuck her ass? If not why? Just wondering >.<
Your sexuality is not gay, it is bottom.
The best sexuality.
You are dick sexual, it's okay every bottom is.
You're bi and she's straight
Women can fuck men with their penises
Like let's just be honest. I tranny fucking a girly twink in the ass is basically gay anyway you look at it.
Take dick = your gay
giving dick to a man = there gay
I'm leaning towards what the other anon said lol
Just be gay