I am 15 years old. I believe i have Philophobia. Everytime i THOUGHT i liked a guy and he got anywhere near me, i freaked out and wanted to run away instantly. One time my best friend asked me out...he was a guy of course. And he couldnt even get a word out because i knew he was gunna ask me. What i yelled was "NO!" in the middle of the lunch room. I dont understand WHY i said no, i just was absolutely terrified of the idea of dating a guy. One time he grabed my hand and i jerked away...does this make me a bad person? Or am i really Philophobic?