after my first trip on shrooms and a recent trip on acid ive come to accept the fact that im gay and thats ok, and being able to say that has filled m...

after my first trip on shrooms and a recent trip on acid ive come to accept the fact that im gay and thats ok, and being able to say that has filled me with a feeling i havent had in years.

thats all i just wanted to share πŸ™‚

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  1. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Shrooms make me realize that I am not a real chaser and that trannies are disgusting

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      see i was kinda that way when i would think about it before. because i would feel pressured to be straight i tried to make up reasons for me not being that way and it ended up with me using the troony cope to help the fact that i wasnt 'gay' i was just horny.

      but after to coming to accept the fact that i am just really gay, i can say in recent memory i have never felt so good about myself or the world around me in years.

      its not the sex aspect that makes me say i am or not, its the aspect i can only see myself building close relationships with men. i just love that i can see myself happy with a man for the first time in my life.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        I don't get your point, I might feel happier with a man but I know that a man ain't gonna satisfy some of my desires and fantasies in so many ways, like I have already accepted the fact that the happiest I will be is with my best friend but I know that's not the same type of love I would feel towards a woman

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          yeah i get where yr coming from. everyone is different and there are so many things to try, people to meet, etc., just keep trying until u can get something that makes u happy for being u

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      >has mind altering psychedelic experience that allows them to gaze deeper into reality
      >spends it thinking about trannies
      i am laughing at your life

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        I don't have much going in my life other than my job and the gym

  2. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    it seems so weird to me that people still feel shame or repression over being attracted to the same sex. I guess it's just because I grew up in a super liberal city in a super liberal state with super liberal family and friends but it's just been like having red hair or whatever. thank god for social progressivism and humanism

  3. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    shrooms helped me accept that i am trans. i remember looking in a mirror at my body while tripping and the insurmountable disgust just disappeared

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      Nta but last week I tried 9g with a friend and looked by accident in a mirror lol, I saw white holes and it was so scary, luckily I got back to my couch and continued listening to music for the rest of the trip

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      i know exactly what yr talking about, it just felt like this weight was lifted from me and i could never be happier. i wish i could let everyone feel this good

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        i think im in the same boat as you were before. what kind of epiphanies did you have that let you accept yourself? and what/how much should i take if i want to try this?

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          [1/2]
          what kinda just clicked with me is i was just feeling pressured by my parents and people around me to keep this false image of myself, which in the end was just making me unhappy. i needed to start living and experiencing on my own to realize what i wanted. while yes what others and my parents want for me is of good intentions it is my life to live how id like.

          i think a lot of the internal pressure of me coming to accept the fact that i was gay was the socail stigma around it. i just feel now everything is very overtly sexualized which caused me a lot of confusion growing up. i always thought of a relationship for really only sex. after both experiences i can happily say i see a relationship not only for the sexual aspect but also the bonding aspect between two people.

          there was a very strong disconnect between the two, where i could see myself enjoying sex with another man, but i couldnt see myself enjoying the relationship aspect, while the opposite rung true for women. knowing what i do from both my trips it was a lot of both internal and external pressure making me feel like this, it is very hard to put into words properly but it really is something u have to be paitent with yrself with and whatever the outcome may be dont try to change it due to any sort of pressure, internal or not.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          [2/2]
          now for the substance abuse part of this reply
          let me start this off with a warning because yknow substance abuse and all that, just dont be stupid and stay safe while intoxicated.

          my first trip was 3.5g of mushrooms i took dry - and the best way to describe that was a mellowed substance high along with the hallucinations and deep thought, which really helped me break through some of the suicidal, self-harm, thoughts i was having; along with like this sense of relief that this 'substance' isnt really a drug and is really a tool to help u out when in times of need. which was very very good to feel from me because ive struggled with addiction for years now, and shrooms were like the first key to make me realize what a shitty person ive been to get my next fix. (this is just a fracton of what my first shroom trip was like, i wish i could put it into words but there is just no possible way i could)

          my second trip was 450ug of acid - a really intense head high with the same hallucinations and deep thoughts shrooms gave me just amplified. and a body high that was similar xtc and in a weird way opioids with how it made my body tingle and feel warm all over. most of what i wrote in the first reply is what i would have put here as i did just come down from my acid trip today.

          please do yr research before trying either substance because they will not treat u kindly if all u are seeking is a high, please use it as a tool to learn more about u. but i really hope whatever answer u are looking for finds u, because everyone really does deserve love and i hope this was somewhat helpful in finding whatever u may be looking for, because let me say as someone who just discovered their sexuality it is very very confusing searching for this answer now with the world as it is.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      that should be mental illness. at least it was until 2013. in 2013 the apa removed gid from the dsm sparking the trans trend today. very few were genuinely trans before. now its just a trendy thing. be tougher mentally and accept yourself

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        are you lost little buddy?
        do you need me to call an adult? where's your mom?

  4. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Happy for you friend that's amazing <3
    Shrooms have helped me in my life in so many ways they really are a gift <333

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      i wish i could put it in a pill and give it to everyone, im just so genuinely happy with life after both

  5. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    good for you bro
    joe rogan saves another

  6. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Why'd you need drugs for that?

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      that's like asking why people need therapy or meds or meditation or a long hug lol what are you 12?
      sometimes you need a little help to dislodge the brainworms you've buried deep in your psyche

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        Basic introspection shouldn't require drugs.
        No idea what age has to do with this.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          It's not for 'basic' introspection.
          https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4592297/

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Figuring out your sexuality and gender identity is pretty basic though.
            No need for drugs when 12 year olds can do it.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >Figuring out your sexuality and gender identity is pretty basic though.
            Then why does
            https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ego-dystonic_sexual_orientation
            happen?

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Reads like b***h in there.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            t. ego-dystonic heterosexual

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            i think i have this
            like logically i know i'm gay but it's like part of me refuses to accept it and i hate to even admit it out loud

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            knowing you're gay and accepting it can be two very different things, especially if your upbringing embedded brainworms about it deep into your psyche. again, what are you 12? or do you just lack the capacity to empathize with another person's struggles?

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >what are you 12?
            No. But I was 13 when I figured out and accepted I was gay despite my environment.
            Without the need for any drugs.
            >or do you just lack the capacity to empathize with another person's struggles?
            There's a point where someone else's struggles are of such a simplistic nature that empathy makes way for confusion.
            Especially since OP is clearly an adult, and I assume capable of rational, independent thought.
            Hence me asking why he needed drugs to reach acceptance.

            t. ego-dystonic heterosexual

            >t. Sub-Saharan IQ moron.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            it's clear that you have an underlying need to constantly be at the center of attention. so in your case, your homosexuality is actually very unambiguous. you shouldn't assume that things are so easy for everyone else.

            https://i.imgur.com/cDxjGL2.jpg

            after my first trip on shrooms and a recent trip on acid ive come to accept the fact that im gay and thats ok, and being able to say that has filled me with a feeling i havent had in years.

            thats all i just wanted to share πŸ™‚

            ive been strongly considering using either acid or shrooms. do you recommend one over the other? im particularly sensitive to drugs, so I don't want to overdo it. even THC makes me feel like my mind is in the middle of a warzone.

            feels like my mind is just broken. idk who I am or what I want. everything just slips away from me. I don't have a strong gender identity, sexuality, anything. it all just seems like a meaningless illusion.

            im on my second therapist. it doesn't really help, tbh.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            ok you little sperglord thank you for confirming that you are indeed incapable of comprehending a person's experience outside of your own

            it's clear that you have an underlying need to constantly be at the center of attention. so in your case, your homosexuality is actually very unambiguous. you shouldn't assume that things are so easy for everyone else.
            [...]
            ive been strongly considering using either acid or shrooms. do you recommend one over the other? im particularly sensitive to drugs, so I don't want to overdo it. even THC makes me feel like my mind is in the middle of a warzone.

            feels like my mind is just broken. idk who I am or what I want. everything just slips away from me. I don't have a strong gender identity, sexuality, anything. it all just seems like a meaningless illusion.

            im on my second therapist. it doesn't really help, tbh.

            >ive been strongly considering using either acid or shrooms. do you recommend one over the other?
            it's kind of a personal preference thing and even that can change over time...like when i was younger i tended to have a bad time on shrooms and felt more in control on acid and phenethylamines but now that i have more experience i actually prefer shrooms more. i don't really have a bad time on either anymore i just don't really like the body high on lsd and it lasts sooo long. but there's definitely a time and a place for everything πŸ™‚
            best practice is always to start with a very small dose and see how you feel, maybe half a tab of acid or like a gram or so of shrooms, maybe even less if you're super sensitive. please please PLEASE do your research about psychedelics and the best way to do them to minimize bad trips. they can absolutely help you fix your brain but can also destroy you if you're not careful. good luck anon !! <3

  7. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    I took a dick for the first time when I first did shrooms

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      how? I lose all sexual desires on shrooms/acid

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        hehe clearly you just haven't tripped with the right person yet πŸ™‚

        how did it feel

        nta but sex on acid was one of the trippiest things i've ever done in my life. it felt like i was yin and she was yang (or vice versa idk) and we merged together to form one complete being and then like a switch flipped and suddenly i was yang and she was yin or something idek. i legit thought we had swapped bodies for a second until i opened my eyes

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          was it sexually pleasurable though

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            i mean obviously but it was so beyond simple sexual pleasure at that point lol for a brief moment we transcended the duality or reality

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            hot

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          >hehe clearly you just haven't tripped with the right person yet πŸ™‚
          well yeah I trip alone and am single.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      how did it feel

  8. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    >Enlightenment
    moronic western buzzword that means absolutely nothing why don't you go preach about something you know nothing about to someone that actually cares

  9. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    I don’t even know who you are but I am immensely proud of you. I’m sure it wasn’t easy, but it must feel truly liberating to finally accept yourself for who you are.

  10. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Good for you anon! Happy for you!

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