I love the idea of being in love but I just can't seem to get there. I use to be so scared to talk to guys on that level. It confuses me because when I was younger me and my best friend only hung around 2 females and a bunch of guys. I used to be a lil tom boy. Now I'm breaking out my scary shell and starting to open up to the opposite sex. But I still fear falling in love..when I want to so bad because that's the type of person I am. Sensitive, affectionate, emotional is all me.
I believe I'm afraid of falling in love because I'm afraid of being hurt. My friends tell me all the time I won't know until I go out and try. Idk I'm just very hesitant and I hate it because the man of my dreams could be standing in front of my eyes and I would never know. I've heard being in love is one of the greatest feelings in the world and I want to experience that.