>10 months HRT. >EEN. >5-10mg cypro every 2 days because Im paranoid. >gain weight. >work out hard

>10 months HRT
>EEN
>5-10mg cypro every 2 days because I’m paranoid
>gain weight
>work out hard
>look like this

I spent a couple days with friends and didn’t look at myself much. Now I have and my self image is shattered again. Wtf am I doing? Why do I look like this despite trying hard? What do I do?? Killing myself is no real solution but what can I even do in my life to change this?

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  1. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    how come you don't have a thigh gap?

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      my thighs are too big. Either from genetics or working out idk. I used to be skinny and now they rub together. OR it’s my disgusting narrow hips

      What are we supposed to be seeing

      a disgusting man body?

      L

      🙁

      gigahon_looking_at_passer_complaints.jpg

      I am not a passer frick off

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      a. you cant tell unless her feet are together
      b. who doesn't have a thigh gap

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        i can tell

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        me (op)

  2. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    What are we supposed to be seeing

  3. 10 months ago
    june

    L

  4. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I would

  5. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    ur cute

  6. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    gigahon_looking_at_passer_complaints.jpg

  7. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    go back, i'm tired of seeing this shit
    >>>/b/

  8. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Kys

  9. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Last time I saw a body like this was when I was matching Man U win the CL with WAYNE ROONEY

  10. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Take the picture from a lower spot and your lower body looks bigger.
    >Pic is hopelessly large upper body

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Literally just get BA and you're good

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        My point is that this picture only looks fine because of the angle. From above, it would look hopeless. From below, it looks decent. Looking at it from a neutral angle is important.
        Op's pic is from above.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          an angle won’t make it look better

  11. 10 months ago
    Flux

    ??? your body looks perfectly fine? you've got a long slender frame and small breasts. if i saw this with no context i'd assume you're female. i'm confused at what the issue is.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I have a disgustingly large and male upper body. My ribcage, my shoulders, my biceps…
      My hips are so narrow too and I don’t have a thigh gap.
      Not to mention my pathetically tiny boobs. They just look like a male chest too me with how flat they are

  12. 10 months ago
    rei eri ai

    the only thing about your body is uuu have no breasts.. big thighs is cute..
    just continue working out and maybe eat a lil more?
    …idk anything about cypro but is your t being properly suppressed?

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      idk I’m fricking paranoid. I quit cypro and got a T rebound and now every little thing freaks me out and I take cypro again because I don’t want to masculinize

  13. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    looks fine, also HRT takes ages to work, try in 3-4 years xd but it really doesn't look that bad, your upper body is a bit large but we all have to live with it, just get a thicc ass to compensate and your hips will likely grow a bit too, I wouldn't worry too much

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      nice joke as if time ever changed anything. No one had ever been like "HRT did nothing for a year and then I became a passoid"

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Not gonna lie, a lot of people have lol first year is almost always bad (except for luckshits)

  14. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I genuinely can't tell what the issue is. You look more than fine for just 10 months. Keep doing what you're doing cause it's working.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      it’s not working. I look like an ugly man. Nobody sees me as a woman. They never will. I’m so fricking gross and will never be even a fraction of a real woman. I’m chasing something that was predetermined before my birth. I’m tired of trying. I’m tired of only failing and feeling pain and frustration. I will never be a woman.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Is your face the problem? If not for the lack of breasts which will take years to fully grow you already look female. My advice is to continue weight cycling and stop using this board to minimize brainworms.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          my face my hair my body everything. My boobs aren’t growing

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            You have been on E for 10 months. Relax. Realistically you still have 2-5 years of breast growth ahead of you.

  15. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    >be 6 years on hrt
    >still look like a twink
    >face havent changed
    >get recognized by some random person who knew me from before i started hrt

  16. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    You're going to get loads of comments saying you look great! you totally pass for female. Perfect! Maybe just a little bit of surgery.

    I'm here to tell you that there is a good chance that this is pretty much all you get, and that the shit you're taking isn't magic fairy dust. Live in the body you're in.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      The body I’m in looks and feels disgusting to me and only ever gets me gendered male. I am an abomination. I am subhuman.

  17. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    whr mogs me

  18. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    It's over.

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