>10 months HRT. >EEN. >5-10mg cypro every 2 days because Im paranoid. >gain weight. >work out hard

>10 months HRT
>EEN
>5-10mg cypro every 2 days because I’m paranoid
>gain weight
>work out hard
>look like this

I spent a couple days with friends and didn’t look at myself much. Now I have and my self image is shattered again. Wtf am I doing? Why do I look like this despite trying hard? What do I do?? Killing myself is no real solution but what can I even do in my life to change this?

  1. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    how come you don't have a thigh gap?

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      my thighs are too big. Either from genetics or working out idk. I used to be skinny and now they rub together. OR it’s my disgusting narrow hips

      What are we supposed to be seeing

      a disgusting man body?

      L

      🙁

      gigahon_looking_at_passer_complaints.jpg

      I am not a passer fuck off

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      a. you cant tell unless her feet are together
      b. who doesn't have a thigh gap

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        i can tell

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        me (op)

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What are we supposed to be seeing

  3. 2 weeks ago
    june

    L

  4. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I would

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    ur cute

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    gigahon_looking_at_passer_complaints.jpg

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    go back, i'm tired of seeing this shit
    >>>/b/

  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Kys

  9. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Last time I saw a body like this was when I was matching Man U win the CL with WAYNE ROONEY

  10. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Take the picture from a lower spot and your lower body looks bigger.
    >Pic is hopelessly large upper body

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Literally just get BA and you're good

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        My point is that this picture only looks fine because of the angle. From above, it would look hopeless. From below, it looks decent. Looking at it from a neutral angle is important.
        Op's pic is from above.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          an angle won’t make it look better

  11. 2 weeks ago
    Flux

    ??? your body looks perfectly fine? you've got a long slender frame and small breasts. if i saw this with no context i'd assume you're female. i'm confused at what the issue is.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I have a disgustingly large and male upper body. My ribcage, my shoulders, my biceps…
      My hips are so narrow too and I don’t have a thigh gap.
      Not to mention my pathetically tiny boobs. They just look like a male chest too me with how flat they are

  12. 2 weeks ago
    rei eri ai

    the only thing about your body is uuu have no breasts.. big thighs is cute..
    just continue working out and maybe eat a lil more?
    …idk anything about cypro but is your t being properly suppressed?

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      idk I’m fucking paranoid. I quit cypro and got a T rebound and now every little thing freaks me out and I take cypro again because I don’t want to masculinize

  13. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    looks fine, also HRT takes ages to work, try in 3-4 years xd but it really doesn't look that bad, your upper body is a bit large but we all have to live with it, just get a thicc ass to compensate and your hips will likely grow a bit too, I wouldn't worry too much

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      nice joke as if time ever changed anything. No one had ever been like "HRT did nothing for a year and then I became a passoid"

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Not gonna lie, a lot of people have lol first year is almost always bad (except for luckshits)

  14. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I genuinely can't tell what the issue is. You look more than fine for just 10 months. Keep doing what you're doing cause it's working.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      it’s not working. I look like an ugly man. Nobody sees me as a woman. They never will. I’m so fucking gross and will never be even a fraction of a real woman. I’m chasing something that was predetermined before my birth. I’m tired of trying. I’m tired of only failing and feeling pain and frustration. I will never be a woman.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Is your face the problem? If not for the lack of tits which will take years to fully grow you already look female. My advice is to continue weight cycling and stop using this board to minimize brainworms.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          my face my hair my body everything. My boobs aren’t growing

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            You have been on E for 10 months. Relax. Realistically you still have 2-5 years of breast growth ahead of you.

  15. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >be 6 years on hrt
    >still look like a twink
    >face havent changed
    >get recognized by some random person who knew me from before i started hrt

  16. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You're going to get loads of comments saying you look great! you totally pass for female. Perfect! Maybe just a little bit of surgery.

    I'm here to tell you that there is a good chance that this is pretty much all you get, and that the shit you're taking isn't magic fairy dust. Live in the body you're in.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      The body I’m in looks and feels disgusting to me and only ever gets me gendered male. I am an abomination. I am subhuman.

  17. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    whr mogs me

  18. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    It's over.

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